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  • I’ve been referred for diagnosis, but I haven’t had any official diagnosis as of yet. However, all signs point towards yes.

    Symptoms and stuff
    • Sensory issues, mainly related to touch, which go back to when I was about 4.
    • Infodumping about niche and obsessive interests.
    • Relating to other autistic people.
    • Other autistic people assuming I am autistic from my behaviour.
    • Brilliant memory for things that interest me; crap memory for everything else
    • I am strangely lucid when drunk, although I have difficulty with coordination and memory.
    • Face-blindness (in some cases).
    • I suffer from depression.
    • I am not the worst at picking up social cues and identifying sarcasm, but only if it is done in the sarcastic voice, in context, or with a tone indicator/explanation.
    • I tend not to “get” unspoken rules.
    • I often require explicit instructions to know what to do.
    • I am LGBTQ+ (see my Pronouns.cc), which is positively correlated with autism. [Source]
    • My Dad, Uncle, and Grandad are almost certainly autistic, and I see symptoms in my brother.
    • My cousin is autistic.
    • I was proficient in my speech and writing from a young age, and it took me about a year to “get” what school was about after I joined. I used to devour books, until the first round of exams took away my time and I started spending more time on the internet.

    On top of that, the online tests I’ve been sent all come back more-or-less positive.


  • It’s okay. I’ll probably end up switching to Arch, though.

    It works, but there are a couple of issues:

    • HiDPI is not supported by cwm, so I’ve had to do “duct tape” fixes on everything (changing .Xresources, changing GTK conf files, increasing the font size in polybar). Qt apps aren’t playing ball.
    • The WiFi card isn’t supported by any BSD, so I’m using a dongle.
    • The fan doesn’t come on as often as it does on macOS, so the MacBook can get rather hot.
    • The headphone jack supports optical jacks as well as standard 3.5mm ones. Under OpenBSD, however, the LED inside is constantly on. This isn’t a problem, but it’s not normal.
    • Polybar can’t seem to access any system information (e.g. disk usage), but I suspect that has nothing to do with the hardware.