Seems like the eating thing is resolved, I can’t really help you with the decision problems because I struggle with that as well (sometimes if I oscillate between two options I literally roll a dice) but if you feel sad and need to talk you can pm me :)
POV: you are sitting in a comment section right before all of the arch enthusiasts start proudly proclaiming their allegiance. You know it’s calm for the moment, but the storm is most certainly scheduled.