Lantsu

Back in school, like secondary and high school, I used to drink to get my homework done and essays written in time. A sip between pages, or when it started to get hard to think. I quit drinking to smoke herbs and suddenly dropped out because I fell too far behind with all the essays, “weird.”

When cleaning and organizing, no breaks. Break means I sit down until I head to bed, so the only option is to push until everything is done and/or I crash. Drinking plenty of water and not going to bathroom also helps, like “I can go to pee once I do this… Okay I forgot, but I can go once I get this other thing done… Oh, well after this…”

Also blasting fast music helps, I can dance and daydream while getting stuff done without thinking too much. But that might backfire and cause me to zone out too, slip into the daydreams and dancing. But that’s good for my head too, so ehh.

Yes, unless you read into the missinfo campaings. They will follow your local laws, but you can control how much info they have on you.

I grew up hearing that what ever game I enjoyed, “was not a real video game.” And this was IRL, from people I knew and thought as my friends, at the time. If I tried to continue, it turned verbally abusive and my fave games got properly shitted on. So I learned to stay quiet and play only offline games, just play my lil games alone. These days I got real friends who’d like to play with me, but I’m too shy to go online… Like I want to, but just too afraid. It’s really fucking dumb.

It’s so fun to redownload the app twice just before meeting (on phone as I need the camera) and then still end up using it in the browser without logging in!

I’ll continue with my Nokia C2-01 then.

Looks delish!

I’m just about to heat up the grill and then prepare some food, and in the evening I’ll make a cake. Nice sunny and warm day.

What a cute cat!

I’m feeling a bit overwhelmed at the moment. We got a few trips coming on and I’m trying to make all the appointments and plans and check and list everything that needs to be done before each trip… Everything is alright and working out perfectly and there is still plenty of time, it’s just a lot to sort out.