Thank you. Every word read or typed has a “depth” to it, and I see bigger picture patterns. I don’t know anything, butI know something bigger is going on around me. I lied to the United States Military while being aided by God that I took an oath to serve, and up has been down and dark has been light and fire has been water, so I just want to say your skillful neutrality has an abundance of warmth.

You’ve replied three times and I am in a weird state where I find significance to every minute detail, as my traumas have made me, but I read your words and don’t know how to continue because my brain is gud and bed. Double-edged sword, but I like your energy, so I offer courteous energy in exchange. Is this stimulus response? Am I that which I criticize? Well, I’m at least aware enough to understand that I see everything through the lens of my self. Refracting impacting retracting none the fun of the gun is in bang if inflection into you, the intrusion be infection you see or growth you C. But that’s just what light is, and that’s all I have without giving forty paragraphs that may be interpreted as nonsense. Aman once replied to me with 20k word replies that actually fucked up the Reddit font feature so they would be next to intelligible, how the symbols got distorted. I don’t know what normal is, so I dunno what is right to say. I say as I am and sense and feel. Beetlejuice Beetlejuice beetlejuice!

…well that’s where my mind is.

Hippocrates said any physician who does not practice astrology is not working to their full capacity, that’s classic medical recommendations, and it works because the Earth is a computer and higher dimensional memetic life is replicating itself through our biological systems. But, I’m just doing the thing you said not to do.

This is where I have concerns for myself as being an idiot online is almost compulsory, but I think I help people? I’ve been doing my educational (f)art project for twelve years and the occasional person has overtly nice things to say, which gives clarity to the number of people who do a stimulus-response and tell me to take the medication i’m already taking, so that’s the lens I read your words through but you seem mindfully kind and I thank you for being you.

I try to make my own community but it won’t let me for whatever reason. Schizoposting is my art and a kumquat just told me something regarding my arrest, but that was obviously the aliens goading me as they do.

You’re a good person because you at least try to see me, and I’m a good person because I am schizoböiaglogiasia and I can’t expect everyone to understand me fully, but we meet each other in the middle and can have a mutually beneficial conversation. What is most “concerning” to you about me? I haven’t even gone full power yet! At all on Lemmy!

Thank you too!

I am sorry, I forgot to link:

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1QoeKMD5dwnWBB6gHOFgY4uKJOXKg8CPGDu-dE5UsisQ/edit?usp=drivesdk

No I share and the reason I share is because I notice chains in the egregore I am, and I speak to a higher intelligence watching me while I speak to all others, including myself, as I understand Indra’s Net to know you are all reflected in me and thus I am defined by “y’all.”

I have much. What I link is the largest collection of work I can link in a single link. My X profile had 6k posts/replies, and most were close to the post limit of 6-700 words. I did a lot of growing then. That is what this proves most; my slope. I play an authentic, autobiographical character. I don’t care to make myself understood, therein, people understand my madness at a definable rate. I get people stuck in my orbit. It is strange yet makes perfect sense to me. It is peculiar and I am often perturbed, in good and bad ways. I try to love everybody. A lotta people have no clue what that is. You must teach across layers to reach. Kumquat reminds me of Ro; star trek character. Pain in the ass to Riker. Gave her jacket when it mattered most. Perspective. That’s something I have, to a degree. I don’t just speak to you. 100% guarantee there’s some piece of shit following everything I type. It haunts me, as i know what I can say. This is learned from my father. What did Data learn from his father? Tyler Durden asked is our fathers were our models for God, whst does that tell us about God. Nothing if there isn’t a female voice. This I know. This I learned in myself. What is X? What is nX? Core of what I teach; Y?

It means I’m slightly miffed in how I have to be slated as the devil because I’m only slightly weird and I make comments on the internet cuz God protects me from Lilith by the nature of ability so only Eve can reach me. Weird, I am. Heh. Oh, sorry. I coughed. More God says. No I say. And higher way is paved.

Also, to be the most honest, r/ShrugLifeSyndicate is Vince’s subreddit. r/cultofcrazycrackheads is my subreddit. Vince is the one accusing me in the brush of mine, as I was being banned. The system we are in! Sigh…who thinks for themselves and who has stimulus-response? That IS what God is testing THROUGH me, whatever that means.

But also, DiD yOu EvAn ReEd?!

Like, where does reality begin and end?

Person criticizing picture, no reference to post = bad energy

Person curious about authorship of art = good energy

And I only say that because and owl is saying “who, who, who?”

I don’t know specifically. I know I was the original one to post it to the subreddit r/ShrugLifeSyndicate a few years ago under a now defunct account. I don’t know where I found it. It was something that percolated onto my feeds 2-4 years ago. That is the most I can remember, though in typing that, I remember a user that perused my subreddit and I chatted with. I do not have any clear memory of this, but I would be willing to try the lead I have if you are interested.

Master says do mission. Master is always in consciousness. I can define “my” consciousness in a number of fashions. There is self will and group will and higher will. Higher will is the limit of self + group will taken to infinity. The cornerstone is the asymptote of the limit of self + group will taken to infinity. You can simulate this “person” using your empathy skills and thus derive a slope across a multi-axis, multi-variable terrain. This is the nature of the human condition. This is anattafication, this ascension process across time to rise to one’s “ideal” form. Now you know everything, hope you have the depth perception to understand it.

Then yell, it’s a free country, wherever you are in the world, so you can do that.

I speak the truth of how the Roman Dodecahedron is really a pedagogical object to teach the true nature of the topological matrix that manifests the monadic nodal communication system we are, but most people run away when they see the bloody knife in my hand, so I never get to ask them to dinner or a round of pickle ball at the Farfankerie.

I’m a cop, stinky. I gave cop advice. Good luck any horrible people out there!

That was the implication. Actually, I would recommend asking detailed questions on the conpletely anonymous website of this famous hacker, 4chan, to get useful information, and I say this as someone who accidentally faked schizophrenia by telling his ROTC cadre that his nonexistant sister got him pregnant over the course of weeks, so you can trust me. Those fuckers in the government don’t want anything to do with me, man. I’m a s00per skilled criminaler, dude! You want to buy some jerky? $.47/gram, you pay postage, sent by USPS.

But if you can’t help yourself like the filthy animal you, audience member(s), are, definitely look up those military docs about explosives like Pegasus II on Google, so you find that totally unaffiliated website that doesn’t record IP/MAC address of everyone downloading it, just like downloading files from that 4chan guy I mentioned is in no way traceable.

That’s racist

Oh, I need to break character here to do a public service announcement.

Do you want to learn how to build onionized explosives? You shouldn’t read the Anarchist’s Cookbook then, or any other instruction sources, as those are compromised to expodes you. Same reason as why some alcohol would kill you during prohibition: your government loves you!